i think i might mbe aroflux or aceflux maybe or maybe aroaceflux idkkdkdkdkdkd ummm i think i might be aroflux thats. the . biggest thing right now,,, but i literally cant tell bc my memory is literally just SO BAD i ctry to go "ok how did i feel abt relationships in thsi period" I CANT REMMBER i just remember that i was kinda grossed out at the idea of relationships at one point but like my brain is fuzzy and icant like. delve into the memory and be like ok did i REALLY feel this way?? or whatever AURHUGGH this was he same with figuring out i was genderfluild and pronounfluid its so HARd because my memroy literally sucks so badd dddfjldksjfl;dskjfld uhhrhrh but like. i think about like afew months ago i thought of being in a relationship and it grossed me out and i dint like . the idea of that but now it sounds ok again but like,,, in. the future (i mean thats how ive always viewed it rly i. dont wanna be ina relationship right NOW but mayb in like 3 years or somethgn,,, idont kNOWWW) but anywayysyys idk cuz like ive had . a crush. before. it was only one but yeah idk i thinkim SOMEWHERE on the aro spectrum i just dont know what specifically. like i think the most is that i have much less intense crushes than normal (like ppl literally talk about hwo they are literally in love w their crush and think abt them all the time and areliterally objsessd w them liek HUH?? i thought u were exaggerating but. its. theats how it actualy works)
