it seems the big sad has gotten a hold of me again and it's made me realize some things. I don't tend to be on here very much, I think I might leave. There's just too many toxic people here *cough* you know who you are (NOT @dragon-drawe, they have changed and grown) *cough*, and they have shamelessly not cared about the fact that they almost ended someone's life. I won't go into detail about it to protect the identity of this person. <3 The amount of pure apathy of this disgusting person hurts me physically. I don't know if they think I'm lying or what, but they should have atleast showed SOME concern for the situation. They've said horrible things to my friend and nor do they care about doing so. The reasoning? Because, like me, my friend is a satanist (you do not worship satan, it's more of a "believe in yourself"-type of thing. It's like an atheist but with more steps), and this other person was a Christian, who refuses to listen to my friend's explanation and instead thinks it's fine to drive them to almost d3ath (isn't that a sin? murder is a sin, right?). Anyways, if you are this person, just know you are an awful human and you need to learn to change your ways. Maybe start by apologizing instead of acting like i'm a cretin by trying to bring this to your attention?... For once in your life, just /try/ to care? :D I've also had to deal with art thieves who are hopefully gone now, as i haven't heard of anything from them as of recent. Basically, I'm just sick of dealing with people at this point. This site has not helped me other than giving me some of my friends. Otherwise, it has only caused wars, depression, and more pain. and ST is constantly breathing down my neck to find the next time I slip up on ANYTHING so they can take it down and make my life harder. Heck, they're probably gonna take this down! Thanks, ST for making my life like 20x harder lmao. I think the only reason I'm gonna come back here is to deal with anyone else harassing my friends, no matter how much this hurts me. All Scratch is is just a wasteland of children and fame-hogs. I would write more but i'm too tired to try or to care right now. You get the gist. If you want to keep in touch with me, I have a few other connections. Dis(DELETE)cord: ind0rapt0r_ TikTok: @buggieboo__
the song being used is Art Is Dead by Bo Burnham, sped up. I chose this song because it carries across the point I'm trying to make; these people full of apathy grow popular here and, sometimes, end up making it, horribly. And then I'm here, trying my hardest and getting shut down by everyone around me, but I can't express it because if/when I do, it just becomes a disgusting pity-party. Other songs to fit the mood: Rat - Penelope Scott [multi-swear warn] All Eyes On Me - Bo Burnham [multi-swear warn] Inside/Goodbye - Bo Burnham [single swear warn] Arms Tonite - Mother Mother My Mother Wants Me Dead [swear warn] - Ultra (Youtube and Soundcloud Exclusive)
