⌒―⌒ ⤵︎ lyla . . . ───────╮ ᶻzᶻ ( ･(ｪ)･) L0GGED ON! ⸝⸝ ╰─► ʸᵒᵘ ʰᵃᵛᵉ ꒰1꒱ ⁿᵉʷ ᵐᵃⁱˡ / ⌒ヽ│█║▌║█║▌║【 layout, @jaexhu 】⌕ ˢᵉᵃʳᶜʰ. . . 人＿__つ_つ ៸៸ open mail? ☘️ ╮ ▸ ʏᴇꜱ! ˎˊ˗ \(≧▽≦)/ ╰ ⊳ ˡᵃᵗᵉʳ . . . ☆★☆★☆ ︶︶︶︶ ꒰☀️꒱ ╭──── contents ────╮ ★⁺˳︎ ⿻ #001 〃⟶ AB0UT 〃∩∧＿∧ ♡ ʳᵉᵃᵈ ⿻ #002 〃⟶ CRED!T ⊂⌒（ '·ω·）♡ ᵐᵉ! ⿻ #003 〃⟶ POL1CY ｀ヽ_っ＿/￣￣￣/ ♡ ⿻ #004 〃⟶ 3XTRA ＼/＿＿＿/ ╰──────────────╯ ⚐ #001 ──・・₊ ˙ ⊹ ║▌│█│║▌║││█║ llılılı. ╰─ ♡⃕ AB0UT ! ꒰✉️꒱ ʷᵂᵂ⭑ˢᶜʳᵃᵗᶜʰ⭑ᵐⁱᵗ⭑ᵉᵈᵘ ╰╮ ciao my pebbles. listen, ik i haven't posted in forever. here are some updates i would like to share :) ៸៸ list: ! 1. MY BDAY IS THE 26th. tHe cOuNtDoWn BeGiNs... 2. I'm on spring break lol 3. I will continue to be super ia and post smth useless once in a while. im considering sharing some art :) 4. there is SO much drama irl. and here's one of the worst parts- ok so basically my friend, lets call them "A" sent me a screenshot of someone else in my friend group called "B" and this person called me... a bunch of bad things. im not supposed to know that "B" called me this and she is acting like nothing happend so i just have to do the same. I have to pretend nothing happened and "B" and i are still besties when she basically called me a b!tc*. I CAN BARELY STOP MYSELF FROM SCREAMING AT "B". ITS AWFUL. and i can never tell "B" that she called me that stuff bcuz then "A" gets in trouble bcuz she wasn't supposed to tell/show me. then htere was this whole argument of jealousy and everything and how ppl in this group keep fighting over "A" and keep blaming me saying that i "stole" her or smth?? im like dude i cant control what other ppl think. plus u make "A" sound like just some "prize" that you can "win" in some hypothetical "race". then there is someone else in my friend group of four, called "C". and at this point ive known her for 7+ years, and we've always been on and off. we fight so, so much but somehow always pull it back together. i feel like i say this a lot but i think this year it needs to stop. i just cant do it anymore. we've argued too much, and i literally can't stand her. but idk what to do since the school year is ending soon anyway but i have a bad feeling next year she's gonna try to kick me out or smth. so hopefully next year i just completely ignore her bcuz i cant let this repeat. hell nah. ...friendship is complicated. 5. i recently made a huge step in a sport i play, and honestly this is like the first hobby/activity that ive actually got serious in competing so much that i actually make it to a national level. im happy but nervous ;-; 6. hmm... idk what to do anymore. usually i dont h8 or love school, but i feel like this is the first time ive actually NOT looked forward to school. like stereotypical kids do. weird, huh? 7. oh and as a reward for doing something (dont ask), i was able to get my guinea pig Boba a new friend! her name is Sesame :) fyi Boba's previous friend Pudding passed away in January. Sesame is a lot younger than Boba and sometimes Boba tries to teach her a lesson about who's toys belong to who. im just glad she isn't lonely :') 8. i have a crush. and i think this is the first time ive actually had one lmao. we're good friends ^^ 9. im sry im so ia :( thank u so much for 470+ so close to 500 lol. friends: lunar, milly, elena, alima, kira, sugar, astro, froggy, angel, avani, lynn, mia, rae, mel, jess, saf, milan, miso, milky, em(ma), clem, + u guys are so supportive <3 ╰───► N4V!GATION ⤵︎﹒━☆+. ﾟ ★ ꒱ ( \\ scroll lol ૮ ˶ˆ꒳ˆ˵ ა ⸝⸝ ━━━━━━・╯ ⚐ #002 ──・・₊ ˙ ⊹ ║▌│█│║▌║││█║ llılılı. ╰─ ♡⃕ CRED1T ! ꒰⛅️꒱ ʷᵂᵂ⭑ˢᶜʳᵃᵗᶜʰ⭑ᵐⁱᵗ⭑ᵉᵈᵘ ˢˡⁱᵍʰᵗ ᵈᵉˢᶜ ⁱⁿˢᵖᵒ ⇄ @cloudcrepe ! ๑‧˚₊ ᶻᶻᶻ... input ➾ @pvbble ⊹₊˚ ☈ ╰► ❝ desc by @jaexhu! ❞ ✦ ・・──╯ ⚐ #003 ──・・₊ ˙ ⊹ ║▌│█│║▌║││█║ llılılı. ╰─ ♡⃕ POL1CY ! ꒰⛔꒱ ʷᵂᵂ⭑ˢᶜʳᵃᵗᶜʰ⭑ᵐⁱᵗ⭑ᵉᵈᵘ ║█║▌║▌║ ʸᵒᵘ ᵐᵃʸ . . . ——————— ⚞ ♡ ⚟ 可以 ⇒ use the thumb w/ credits ╮ 可以 ⇒ crediting = @pvbble ✅ ╰——————₎₎ ʸᵒᵘ ᵐᵃʸ ᴺᴼᵀ . . . ₊ ˙ ⊹ . ☆ 不可以 ↷ crediting = @.pvbble or @.pvbble ❌ 不可以 ↷ take this desc w/o crediting @jaexhu PROPERLY. ⁱ ˡᵘᵛ ᵘ ᘍ extra ᘊ༉˚· ╮ ∩――――∩ 1st time using grid overlay || ∧ ﾍ || i think like 5/10 rip || (* ´ ｰ`) zZz random flwr shoutout: |ﾉ^⌒⌒づ`￣ ＼ @lovestqrs ( ノ ⌒ ヽ ＼ arrivederci ^^ ＼ ||￣￣￣￣￣|| PeBbLe iS sKiPPiNg aWaY... ＼,ﾉ||―――――|| ──・──・・✿ ・・──・── ╰ G00DByE! ଘ(੭ ≧◡≦ )੭╯
P.S. so uh i have some medical thing going on with my eye- and if it doesn't get better within the next few months i will be getting surgery :') wish me luck P.P.S. today i found an injured duck sitting in the middle of the road and we almost drove over the. we parked to the side and watched as cars swerved to the other lane to avoid hitting the duck. I begged to help them but my parents said no bcuz he/she might contain bacteria/viruses. i feel awful. i could've helped him/her. maybe he's dead now. if I even just like moved him to the side of the road he would have a better chance of surviving than getting crushed by a car... P.P.P.S. more on friendship stuff- about "A": before the recent events in our group, "A" was actually the person who i wasn't as close to compared to "B" or "C". not bcuz i haven't known her as long, just that we dont have much in common. but over the course of this year and all the arguments within our small friend-circle, she is now my closest friend :) about "B": now, at the beginning of the school year, "B" was my closest friend. but now, after all the things she's called me behind my back, she is a backstabber. i finally get that saying "fake it till you make it". bcuz rn we both have fake smiles plastered on our faces. another thing- she's a pick me. around 1/2 thru the year she started spending less and less time w/ us. she'd rather hang out w/ the popular group. she calls it "distancing" herself bcuz apparently we're too "dramatic". and i think SAYS U- u argue with the other group so much. and u always make urself sound like the victim, saying that ur tired of me "a" or "c" ranting/venting to u and complaining when we haven't at all? like cmon u aren't that helpless. and if u are, then ur weak. about "C": ive known her for 7+ years. tbh we cant stand each other + its a love hate relationship. our friendship just works a certain way, but i don't think it'll last much longer.
