I think this is a vent so if you don't like these sorts of things just leave... I'm fine.....I mean that at least is what I say I'm not okay... I'm lost...idk what to do...I'm losing my supposedly best friend and the stress keeps growing they say to live life to the fullest and it'll all be alright... but I just can't... I just feel like I'm being held back...like the world is coming down...right on top of me... I just can't anymore...I'll explode if I can't tell someone... ...not like they'll care...I'm only a speck of dust in this world why would anybody care about me... ...they don't... ...I thought I never could feel alone in this universe full of people... ...turns out I can...people don't care about me...especially not my friends... I just...have never felt this alone... I've felt separated and isolated...like I'm walking by myself... The world could do better without me.....So why am I here? ...what's the point of anything...the worlds gonna explode and we won't be here...for anything we could be sucked into a black hole right now... So why are some people so happy?... I just know I can't be...................anything....... I... Just... Can't... If you read this and don't care...sorry for wasting your time...
