Yeah, I can't swim, and I'm embarrassed by it :') Like what if they want me to go to the deep end with them? I don't wanna say, "Oh sorry, I can't swim, I never learned to." I just think that I'd be embarrassed by it in front of them or they might poke fun at me for not knowing how to swim- I know that sounds stupid- But like, I feel like I never learned because I'm thalassophobic, meaning I'm afraid of deep water, and trust me, that fear isn't irrational in any sense- I mean, I could drown-
