I don't know who needs this, but you matter. There is someone out there who thinks of you because of the one nice thing you did for them. Be a good person. It isn't that hard. You don't have to volunteer at natural disaster cleanup sites to be a good person. It can start with something as simple as holding the door for someone, or picking up something that someone dropped and giving it back to them. You will be much happier with yourself if you make being nice a habit. Younger you had a dream. Don't forget to make that lil dude proud. It might not be becoming an astronaut, but it could be making a change. Picking up trash instead of leaving it there. Cleaning up someone's mess, even though it wasn't your mess. Just those simple things. It may be tough now, but don't give up.