tw for scars/mauling ———— akaldlfjfh the guilt im feeling right now is overwhelming also im not sure why but whilst drawing these i literally couldnt focus for the life of me? at one point i had to take my headphones off super fast and literally just sit there and take a few breaths i don't know what happened adhd smh yes i used a photo for the basic concept i didnt feel in the mood to do a fullbody like i stated before; his fur would be missing in chunks and a lot less frizzy than it currently is, though i can’t draw any other fur besides puffy so L the pink lines in his ears are actually holes! lazy me i may be going a bit overboard with this, but i feel it’s going to be a very good experience to roleplay through and see how it builds character development. trust me, i’ve thought quite hard about this, it literally pains me to be permanently scarring my poor baby bakfjghf anyhow, are we thinking a fox, a coyote, or a dog? in all reality, fifi’s a really tiny cat, so the creature can’t have been too enormously huge or he would’ve been dead; all of the scars/injuries are front-end leaning because the creature had a hold of him from the front and fifi couldnt turn around (hey atleast his iconic giant tail was spared) notes post attack (in medicine den/shortly after): - constantly constricted pupils, furtive glancing around - hackles always on edge - the moments he does slip into sleep, he has nightmares - trembles constantly - front left leg was both snapped and pulled from it’s socket; permanent limp (a more noticeable one than before, as that was just a scarred pawpad) - half blind; the tear duct will now permanently leak notes post attack (the following months/scabbed up/healed a bit): - very wobbly knees, prefers sitting - not as on edge, but still very twitchy and alert - wears his bangs constantly down to try and hide his missing eye and scars there - shaky paws - still has nightmares and flashbacks, not as frequent - can’t look into any reflected surface without crying or gagging (SOBS) - he hasn’t taken it upon himself to replace the flowers scattered throughout his pelt as he occasionally does, so they’re mostly wilted or dried up unless ronnie replaces them - his fur will indeed start growing back over the smaller wounds, though it’ll take some time but yes!! give me your thoughts and opinions and whatever below. i’ll be doing a lengthy srp soon on the attack and such
don’t steal my art ya dingus music is Arcade (i wanted some emotional music alright it doesnt fit this at all but like i dont even care anymore) credit to the photographer brightheart moment
