basically, I’ve somehow developed an insecurity where if someone says I did good at something, i believe they are lying just to make me feel better. That’s why sometimes when I ask you guys to rate my projects, I add, “Be honest please” because I don’t want people lying to me just to make me feel better about myself, the only good thing this insecurity has done for me is that I’m able to handle honesty even if it’s bad, but other than that, I’m always nervous when someone says I did good at something or I’m a great friend because I can’t tell if they are lying or not. If you’re someone who hangs out with me a lot and says I do good at things, please don’t think that I’m mad at you or just don’t trust you if I ask you to be honest, I just can’t stand the feeling that I’m being lied to 24/7 I’m fine with this insecurity though because I’m homeschooled and don’t go out often or show my classmates what I do much, I just wanted to post this as an easy way to show an insecurity I have This is some weird vent project lol Don’t mind me trynna be goofy down here to make up for the edgy talk upstairs ahaha I also do this thing where whenever I feel I’m edgy or too emotional or cringey I just kind of be goofy to try and make up for it lol
