I'm surprised I'm still on... I'm having a hard time and I'm upset... But I had rougher times in the past and I still stayed on... not so I can get soothing words to cheer me up but for all of you guys... seeing you guys happy is the only thing I want... I don't want you guys to leave... I want you guys to stay so I can help _you_ not me... I hate my life but I treasure your guys life... no matter what... I'm always going to be with you guys... I'm alive because of you guys!
All to me
