Kit I'm applying for: - Jonquilkit About myself: - Ello! I'm scourge1222, or scourge for short. though as of recent I also go by Vivz. I'm just your local artist and roleplayer, some of my favorite things are warrior cats (duh). among us (artstyle wise). some video games such as Tattletale, Undertale, Five nights at Freddy's, little nightmares, OMORI, Hollow knight and Stardew valley. oh, and I also really love writing story's to some degree.. mainly the angst though. I also tend to try and rush my artwork way too quickly and the judge myself way too harshly for it. I don't know why I do this... I just do ;-; Activity level: - I'm pretty active actually, I try to be on daily. and if I'm not, it's probably because I'm just either really tired or busy. Roleplay experience: I consider myself pretty experienced at roleplaying, maybe not the greatest. but I'm definitely able to roleplay pretty well. I'm also getting pretty good at roleplaying a wider variety of personality types. Do I currently have a character in APW?: - No, I do not have a character in APW nor have I ever had one in APW before. If I do end up with Jonquilkit then they would be my first character within the roleplay. the reason why I'm even signing up for the litter is because I wanted to try something a bit different for signing up and get a Cat from a litter instead of just making my own. Do I have a tendency to kill off characters quickly, or emotionally and/or physically harm them?: - that's kind of a tricky question. while I do not kill off my Characters without a very good reason or rarely do, I ever do physical harm to them. I do tend to sometimes cause some emotional and mental trauma to a certain degree. Bio stuff (I think): Name: - Jonquilkit Nicknames: - Quail gender: - Quail will start out as AFAB. however, Quail will slowly begin to question themselves. and will end eventually up as Non-binary by the time they are either a warrior or later in their apprenticeship. using they/them/themselves as their preferred pronouns. Sexuality and/or romantic orientation: - Quail's love life is... complicated. to say the very least. they want a relationship with others... but unfortunately for them.. they will soon find out that they are Cupioromantic. they desire a romantic relationship. but are unable to feel romantic affection. (Read about what Cupioromantic is here if you are confused: https://www.mindbodygreen.com/articles/cupioromantic ) read more in the N+C
Personality: - Quail, at the start. is rather energetic and playful. and willing to help out as much as they can. however, they are considered the golden child of the family by Bugwander... and because of this fact, they often feel as if they have a lot more responsibilities compared to everyone else in their litter. they feel as if they have to be perfect in order to keep their mothers love and make her proud of them. and it doesn't help that their father is a very strict parent and highly respected among the clan. this inadvertently only puts more pressure on Quail to be perfect, so they do not disappoint their parents and possibly even ruin their family's status. all this pressure and responsibility they feel will slowly begin to eat away at their mental and emotional state. they will slowly begin to become less like themselves, what was once energetic and playful will slowly become more erratic and unstable. which will cause them even more stress until they feel like they must become absolutely perfect. until they feel like they must become 'abnormally perfect' and no longer normal. no longer themselves. all they want is to be themselves... but by the time they realize what they have done to themselves, they may have gone too far over the edge and lost themselves to abnormality. (: RP example(using she/her pronouns for this sense they are still a kit during this): - *it was a pretty boring day in in camp. well.. at least for Jonquilkit it was pretty boring. all of her littermates were busy playing with one another at the other side of the nursery. she wanted to play with them. but Bugwander had wanted her to not play with them at the moment.. something about how she wanted her to not interact with them? she wasn't quite sure what she wanted her to do, but she would do what her mother told her to without any questions. Quail didn't want her mother to be mad at her anyways, her mother was already angry at father anyways.. though she had no clue as to why, did he do something wrong? she wasn't sure.* Trivia: - Jonquilkit does not have the world's greatest balance. they are able to stand walk and run around fine, but they are not the best at moving around on any sort of ground that is very narrow. (An example. think of something were you have to normally balance yourself to stand on.) - Jonquilkit highly dislikes birds. however, ironically. Jonquilkit's nickname, Quail. is based off a bird. - Jonquilkit may have slight spinal problems. but it's hard to tell. Music: Abnormality Dancin' girl (SynthV English cover)
