I'm so proud of how far you've come, one day you'll be able to get surgery if you want and start HRT if you chose, and change your name and gender on legal documents if you want, one day you'll be seen the way you want to. I promise. You'll only be able to do that if you push through though. I'm so proud of you, stay safe.
Guys if I copy and paste from someone else I'm sorry, I'm tired with everything going on, I promise I'm trying.