.... well uh...js read the desc, you don't have to though. hm TW: caps why? you know, i can't control my emotions, I'm sensitive, I'm stupid, i could hurt any of you AND YET YOU STILL STICK AROUND?? I LOVE ALL OF YOU, YES, MORE THAN ANYTHING, BUT CMON. YOU KNOW IT'LL HAPPEN- IF YOU LEAVE ME NOW THEN I WON'T END UP HURTING YOU IN THE FUTURE. GOD IM SUCH A F{RI}CKING MESS IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE TO ME YOU ALL DEAL WITH ME AND I DON'T KNOW WHY I VENT ALL THE TIME, IM JEALOUS, IM MAD, I LIE, AND NO MATTER HOW HAPPY I AM I ALWAYS WORRY ABOUT EVERYTHING LIKE- GOD IM EVEN WORRYING ABOUT POSTING THIS- WHAT IF IM MAKING THE WRONG DECISION?? WHAT IF ALL OF YOU UNDERSTAND AND THEN LEAVE ME AND IT ENDS UP MAKING EVERYTHING WORSE WHAT IF THIS PROJECT ENDS UP HURTING SOMEONE? I'm sorry I'm sorry please I'm so sorry i don't want anyone to leave me but i don't want to hurt them I'm so sorry I'm overdramatic and annoying i know...
....mm..don't even understand /this/ anymore..
