[[ small vent at the end of this ]] {{ you dont have to read it if u dont want to ,, its just how i feel rn }} im so sorry but i rlly need it. im taking a break / hiatus . i need to focus on mental health , academics , sleep , therapy , etc. sometimes, this app rlly bugs me and i dont need that pressure rn. i really hope u guys understand and im so so sorry im an idiot ily guys <3 and i wont be gone for long , im coming back [undecided date] im gonna close cmnts on feb. 16th im so sorry i truly am im sorry its so long from now i just rly am dealing w/ a lot rn and thats not just mental health i have to focus on a lot of things rn againn, i rly hope u guys understand ilyasm tho and i hope yall have a great day / night- im sorry.... TW :: sad / negative thoughts , self-hate , etc. i cant rn, i just wanna cry todays math test was so hard and i probably failed it; and i have a 97 in that class rn so yay me.. im gonna change it to a low 79 or something istg... i also got rejected by my crush. im not surprised tho- i always get rjctd. i appreciate all of my *irl* friends who support me, ik they'll nvr read this , but they're a huge help in my life , so- i just wanna go home and sleep im in my dads car rn bc my brother has a basketball game and i wanna support him i do i do trust me im just so tired and need a break from everything for a while. i wanna isolate. i wanna go home.... </3 im sry im sry im sry im sry i just cant blv mslf rn i promise u that im fine and not hurting myself i dont do that i just feel so overwhelmed by life rn. -lev [my crush was str8 btw] [and i got humiliated so yeah :,) ] im okay tho im not depressed lol i dont even have depression life is just hard rn yes ill still respond 2 u guys im fine just need to deal with life rn life is a struggle sometimessss ok bye ily
