Ha haaaa.... Despite my cartoony art style I have a realistic one to.... Especially in vents... I hate myself... I keep so many secrets and maybe it's a good thing but what if I hurt someone... or they find out... I can't keep love... I screw up at some point... I might lose my bf or my gf..... they might become him... Entity... Entity... Aiden was Entity.... Ha it's funny You stay here... You read this..... For what. GO AWAY.... you don't deserve me. I don't deserve you. I don't deserve a family. That's why he left. Thats why dad left. He hated me. He didn't want me. My mom didn't want him... So greedy.... If I stand still... I can't mess up... if I don't do anything I can't mess up. But then they will scream. They will tell me I'm messed up and then say that it's normal. Is that right? Is it normal?? Open your mouth. Open it and tell me. OPEN YOUR GOD DA/\/\ MOUTH AND TELL ME ITS NORMAL TO FEEL LIKE THEIRS A HOLE IN YOUR CHEST THAT WILL DECAY AND DEEPEN WITH EVERY BREATH YOU TAKE. TELL ME ITS NORMAL TO WANT TO DIE, THE REASON THERAPY WAS MADE. TO STOP THIS. TO SAY IT ISNT NORMAL. AND THEN YOU TELL ME IT IS. YOU TELL ME IM NOT IN PAIN. ... Every time I speak... They say I have an attitude problem... But I don't. Do I? Maybe I am a selfish rat.
