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m ahte for this to be my new years eve project and to be my last 2022 project.......But my mom was telling my dad something, and she was explaining something, and she thought it in one way and my dad thought it in another way, so my dad was getting upset, and my mom was calm trying to understand what she wasnt understanding. then i was getting my chicken noodles, but my mom made it (so its not straight pastas and it different chicken and its yummy :)) and i go up to get it from the microwave cuz it got kinda cold, and HE gets my INVOLVED. No. thats why i hate that my dad does, is BRING ME INTO THEIR FIGHT. cuz then its afterward, 'You told me and _____ THIS but you DID THAT AND WE THOUGHT IT-' BUT IM ALWAYS THINKING ON MY MOMS SIDE MOST THE TIME!!!! ITS NOT 'WE' ITS YOU. So yea, and then my dad started getting angry again after my mom was telling me, so then they started to argue, so i got my pasta and went to the computer to eat, and draw but i could barely do either cuz i was shaking so much, i turned my music up on my headphone, putting both over my ears and it was at 60% volume. and i could stil hear them fight. and my dad DRAGGED IT OUT- so i had to sit there, shaking hands, listening, then he comes over and says, 'We werent fighting and stuff and it was just argueing and were loud' yea thats true they can get loud. THEN HE GOES AND DRAGS IT OUT AGAIN SAYING SOMETHING LIKE, 'but your mother didnt have the right thought track of mine' BRO DO YOU WANNA START ANOTHER FIGHT?? NO STOP PLEASE. They didnt fight or anything but i just started getting this thing when they start yelling and fighting [no they dont like- physical fight, like punching or anything its verbal] my hands start shaking then my arms and stuff, if it doesnt stop.... idk is that normal?? I think it is cuz i kinda have trauma from my dad yelling and stuff, so thats normal right?
oh aso ignore this :) Im better now i was writting it as it was happening im better but yea, ALSO IM GETTING OUT Y LAST PROJECT(s) FOR THIS YEAR I PROMISE <3
