⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀❝ᴡᴏʀᴅꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴ ɴᴏᴛʜɪɴɢ ᴡɪᴛʜᴏᴜᴛ ᴀᴄᴛɪᴏɴ❞ ✿ ᵗᵃᵇˡᵉ ᵒᶠ ᶜᵒⁿᵗᵉⁿᵗˢ 00.5 | table of contents 001 | introduction 002 | Kindling forces 003 | Deception is just a toy 004 | Let me down slowly.. please 005 | Burning passions 006 | Closure 001⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʚ ⁱⁿᵗʳᵒᵈᵘᶜᵗⁱᵒⁿ ɞ ✿ With the recent event of her mother, Hydrangea'Crown being deceased, Monarch'Paw decides to go through some changes in both her personality (perception of others, perception of life, and how others perceive her) and her pronouns/name (how she uses them, and how those decided pronouns reflect her as an individual). 002⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʚ ᵏⁱⁿᵈˡⁱⁿᵍ ᶠᵒʳᶜᵉˢ ɞ ✿ Consumed with waves of grief, fear, anger, confusion, and shock, Monnie closes in with friends of hers, shutting out others. Such feidae's she wraps herself around are Magnolia'Paw, Jinx, and Strong'Kit. Each one plays a part of who she is turning into, even if they have no clue of the sorts. Lia (Magnolia'Paw) helps her with how she wants to be portrayed, and by doing so sets her on her path of being more like her sister. Jinx assists Monnie by hinting of how she will act in the near future, and examine life deciding choices. Stee (Strong'Kit) provides Monnie with a sense of value and compassion. He is the reason Monnie hasn't broken to pieces yet. But~ now to the more important part.. Magnolia'Paw. Mags will guide Monnie heavily through her time of enduring pain, and help Monnie see both the light and her new self. 003⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʚ ᵈᵉᶜᵉᵖᵗⁱᵒⁿ ⁱˢ ʲᵘˢᵗ ᵃ ᵗᵒʸ ɞ ✿ Now with the guidance of her sister, Monnie has a new, constructed persona, something she craved for a few moons worth of time. { I hinted at it in her kithood~ mwahaha } She portrays herself as unbothered, collected, self-sufficient, adventurous, daredevil, and a twinge of sarcasm. If you know her further you can tell she is quite protective of both her opinions and others, and is quite the sweet honeybun. She will perceive others with the slightest twinge of cynical attitude, but mainly a driven force of prodding curiosity will be expressed when meeting others. She will view life as encompassing, seeing as the world covers everything~ the good and the bad, and in a sense she will see balance between the two. { Example: If Monnie had this view when Hydrangea'Crown passed, she would search for a sense of life, glee, or something to know that life is still functioning around her. } She will also see that life is forever changing, shifting into new things as countless generations progress through life. And lastly~ she will see life as a sense of dark humor. She will see that every lighthearted thing also has a twisted shadow underneath. Building off of that, she will have a new fear of the dark, personality hating the cavern the clan lives in. Additionally, she will fear her shadow, assuming the shadow carries the bad burdens, her darker side. As id Starclan was watching from the sky, but the dark forest was here to hold your hand and guide you. This will lead Monarch into some twisted paths { so many ideas, I am so excited omg } • (positive/neutral/negative) self-sufficient, sagacious for her age, protective / unbothered, serene, adventurous / daredevil, impulsive, sarcastic 004⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʚ ᴸᵉᵗ ᵐᵉ ᵈᵒʷⁿ ˢˡᵒʷˡʸ.. ᵖˡᵉᵃˢᵉ ɞ ✿ After deciding the path she took, shaping her personality differently, the maiden is compelled to change her identity more, which means changing her pronouns. She will decide to use she/fae pronouns as they represent the sweet, feminine side she craves at times when she feels if she is too masculine or even sometimes neither.. {more plot mawhaha} • example in pronouns: The feidae known as Monarch’Paw would wake up from her slumber, faer hues heavy with a drowsy nature, fae would rest her opticals for just a bit longer, craving the sweet dreams she had experienced mere seconds beforehand. • (she/her/her’s) (fae/faer/faer’s) can be used interchangeably 005⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʚ ᵇᵘʳⁿⁱⁿᵍ ᵖᵃˢˢⁱᵒⁿˢ ɞ ✿ Now that these~ things were settled, Monnie had to scavenge for a way to describe how she currently feels to everyone, and how fae‘s life has flipped upside down to her standards. She will first unfold to her closest beings; Strong'Kit, Magnolia'Paw, Corolla'Haze, Ghost, and Soleil'viritidy. She will then tell Bellflower'Charm, Reindeer'Sands, Cloudy'Paw, and maybe Fika'Paw. { If you would like to be a part of Monnie confessing her feelings, just lmk! Same goes for if you would /not/ want to be a part of Monnie's confession. Each roleplay will be individual, unless expressed otherwise. } 006⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ʚ ᶜˡᵒˢᵘʳᵉ ɞ ✿ Thank you for reading this if you made it this far! Remember to drink water, and snuggle your lightbulbs { maybe don't do the last one :) } also, happy new years /lh /vpos
