Well- Basically, I’ve been taking exams recently. (as one does at this time-) And I’m pretty much good. Except for science. I barely passed. I never usually get bad grades. My dad went though the test and he started to tell me that the time I spend on here is negatively impacting my grades. And honestly, he’s right. I’m not gonna lie to myself and say I don’t spend too much time on here. Cause it’s true. I want to get better I’m gonna have to take a break for now. At least until my grades get back up. Don’t get me wrong, I enjoy being here. I love talking to my friends and role-playing. Drawing is my pride and joy. It’s the only thing I feel that I’m actually good at. But I don’t want to get more bad grades. Moreover, my mental health is going downhill and my anxiety attacks are getting more frequent and I have reasons to believe that Scratch is one of the causes. Like, this morning, I came down to the living room. First thing I did was slump on the couch. My mom noticed it and talked to me about some stuff. I'm usually very bubbly and active; even in the morning. But I felt...dead. I was disappointed and mad at myself that I got such a grade. It was not my usual self and my parents are worrying. I'll be honest, there are times when I feel like leaving. Moon is one of the only people keeping me here, though I doubt they know it. (Thank you <333) Scratch is important to me, but my studies right now are urgent. Don’t expect me to be as active for now. I will, however, still check in from time to time. But a break is what I need. As for other platforms (TH, chaos app, etc.) it’s basically the same thing. I love you all so so much, but this is for the best. Stay safe, and have a great day/night! <333
