❝ you gotta get used to the darkness, guppy ❞ it’s been a journey since my beloved flower was planted. the blossoms litter changed my TFCRP life and voyage -- and from there came a queen, the Bluebonnet herself. she’s grown, she’s sprouted, she’s bloomed. she’s endured winds and changes and love. she’s happy. but all Bluebonnets wilt sometimes. ❝ sometimes i feel like the world’s out to get me ❞ Oh boy, it’s been a journey. I remember back in May when I returned from a trip to find my name in the list of winners in the Blossoms TFCRP litter! I’m forever grateful and from there I began a journey with a true bloomer. Bluebonnettwist’s gone through a lot -- losing her mother, watching her brother die, falling in love, and most recently, having kittens. As much as it breaks my heart to see my queen go, all journeys end somewhere. And this is the end of my little flower. ❝ wake up asterpaw -- wake up! don’t leave me -- not yet, please ❞ The roleplay will go like this. Excited that her kits are older, Lue will take Criss-crosskit out on a walk in secret, under the cover of the evening -- right in between the clan’s sleep schedule and work hours. Out there, the mother-son duo will encounter Mistletoeflake who will seethe with fury after the incident where she thought Blueb purposefully pushed her brother into quicksand. Mistletoe will lash out at Crissy and Bluebonnet will step in the way, a nudge to how her son reminds her of her late brother and it’ll almost be like she’s saving him when she couldn’t save Asterpaw. She’ll be rushed back to camp by Duskspring and will invite all her family members to hear her dying words. She will find herself in the Grey Sea where her mother ( Poppytwist ) faintly appears to her, telling the dead queen that Journeydelta killed her. She will then go to StarClan and try and haunt Jay. </33 ❝ i’d rather get over it now than later ❞ -- invitees -- “ revenge from the depths “ -- Criss-crosskit -- Mistletoeflake -- Duskspring ( at the end ) “ a wilting flower’s last words “ -- Duskspring -- Criss-crosskit -- Entanglekit -- Intertwinedkit -- Valerianzenith -- Championfable -- Benjaminfrank — Skiplodingpaw -- Journeydelta ( maybe ) “ truth by trade “ -- Poppytwist ❝ maybe you’ll finally be able to hunt now ❞ I miss her already. She’s had so many memories attached to her along the way -- the good and bad ones. I love her and I’m sad to see her go. Let your petals drift, my Bluebonnet. <3 ❝ i missed you -- i promise i’ll never ever leave you again! ❞