Maybe, just maybe... the best feeling of companionship... friendship? just... a general feeling of odd joy comes with finally having some sort of second vessel... it doesn't come from having a character that's someone else's (I.E Kapi/Niko OneShot), it comes with having just a couple that can FEEL like your own, given enough changes, Raboot being my own vessel for the internet and Meowscarada being the one im still getting used to, but I'm sure their design will change with time if i keep them around, heck, took me at least a year to "perfect" RB's lol... but what I mean is that it isn't like some form of "forced friendship" that comes with using those other ""pre-owned/pre-made"" characters... rather I can have a "true" friend by just being me in my own fractured mind... i just hope im making sense here i... don't know, maybe with how I've been feeling i really do simp for her, or maybe I just want it to be the other way around or smthin and you all can point n' laugh... but what i DO know is that listening to this song on loop is making me think alot again... sry for the wall of text, i just really needed to vent my random thoughts lol
Bendy and the ink machine - Archives music
