Lmbo I was very bored and Feather brought up how Rhu bean felt. Welp- here. The very thought of my depresso PTSD child (and fyi Moon, this was not the evil thing I was referring to) A l s o children, ignore the sensors. It's called being utterly terrified ;w; ------- "I'm trying my hardest to seem fine and act as if I let go of my problems and depr3ssion. It hurts so much and I can't take it anymore! I wanna be free already!" "But it just feels like my life is spiraling out of control!! The world feels like it's collapsing underneath my paws!! This fire inside me is burning me inside and out and I can't control it!" "Flower h4t3s my guts, I'm practically the reason Pomegranate is gone, traumas keep coming back, and my frost gets even more painful by the day!" "I JUST- I JUST WANNA *oof* ALREADY!! IS THAT REALLY TOO MUCH TO ASK?? IF I CAN'T HAVE AT LEAST ONE DAY WITHOUT BREAKING DOWN, THEN MAYBE I SHOULDN'T HAVE ANY DAYS LEFT AT ALL!! M- MAKE IT STOP- PL- PLEASE!!" "P- Pom...come back...I miss you...I need you...no one will ever be able to help me the way you did...please....It should have been me. Never you..." "I- I am utterly horrible. I shouldn't even be here. Why am I still here? What am I even doing here? Why do I have to go though all this? What's holding me back? Why...?" "I h4*e myself. I h4t3 me. I h@t3 me so much. If only I had never been born...everyone would've been better off without me." "I'm a hypocrite. I'm a traitor. Who am I? I'm not a sister, I'm not a daughter, I'm not a friend. I don't know who I am. Maybe I used to...but not anymore." "I don't want to brush off every single problem anymore! They come back one way or another, and there is never a permanent solution! I guess there never will be one..." "Just let me *oof* in peace." "Please." "It's the only thing I want." "Make it stop..." ------- Henlo, I see you've made it to the end. Also, yes, I indeed do like torturing my characters. *nods while drinking apple juice in tea cup* Oh wowie gee, I'm such a nice person amirite? *evil laughing* Wait- OH CRUD- I STILL NEED TO UPDATE RHU BEAN'S REF- *proceeds to cram it into my very busy schedule* *sobbing noises*
