I'll not be on scratch today, I will probably be on tomorrow. My dog died on Friday this week and I somehow managed to not cry much, but I today, Sunday, I used to sit on the sofa with him. I can't get it out my head, why didn't I pet him more, love him more. I guess nothing is forever Its all my fault. I should of did more. -marker. 20th of November (I'll probably feel better soon, since I still have my cat.)
