"Sleepless nights..." "That's it..." "I can't keep going anymore..." "Same nightmares... every night...." "I can hear their screams... every night...." "The sound of their gourds being ripped out of them while they scream for help....until the screaming stopped..." "It's unbearable..." "I can't take it anymore..." "Please...make this pain stop..."
You can't do anything anymore... Give up...