Alright- I CANT HANDLE PEOPLE. They are so entitled and rude and selfish for no reason but greed and hatred. After covid it seems like the whole worlds gone bitter and hateful. Sometimes I feel like every ounce of good has been overcome by the bad, which god did warn us about in the bible, I know but still. Cat rescue has been extremely hard in so many ways. Cats being sick and dying, major kitten problems overrunning our house, and don't even get me started on the people problems. Then there's the clothing ministry and boy are people entitled with that> WE ARE GIVING YOU FREE CLOTHES, SO NO, WE WILL NOT DRIVE AN HOUR TO DROP OFF AND PAY FOR YOUR GAS!!! Or you know, the lady who screamed and cursed at me and my mom because SHE took the wrong bags and then we found out she did it on purpose and stole FOUR BOXES OF DONATED CAT LITTER when I'm pretty sure she doesn't have a cat! Not to mention the horrible people wanting cats for lord knows what and the forever fear that we accidently gave one of those people on of our babies. Don't even get me started on how I went to check on the kittens today and one of them was DEAD. And her siblings were crying at the door to get our attention because they had to sleep with that, now I feel like a horrible person. The house. is. a. mess. I spend a week cleaning it and within two days it's trashed again because some of our fosters don't know how to use the litter box and we can't touch them to litter train them because they're feral. Then people yell at me when we take violent cats to a heated barn where they get fed and have a warm bed and good people who check on them daily and spoil them rotten because they were so aggressive we have scars from them... I'm just overwhelmed and don't know what to do. I made this to get it out of my system but depending on how much attention it gets, I'll unshare if it gets to many views. However, this account isn't well known so I doubt it .... I'm so tired..