Context: Some seniors who monitor all of the students' behaviours scolded everyone on my grade (myself included) about important stuff and I really wished to follow all the rules as much as I could. The problem was, they were scolding us in Malay. I didn't understand half the words they were saying. Thus, every time our grade/class gets scolded, I always have this feeling of emptiness, darkness and paranoia that since I don't fully understand their requests, I might accidentally break a rule and the entire grade/class gets scolded ALL DUE TO ME. I just... it's honestly overwhelming to me. Also, some students at my school have started to become racist.
@shrimperz for the original that moment when they ask you if you're fine and you reply with a "yes" even though you're not fine at all