this is from earlier. im not having many of these voices anymore. this is from earlier. im not having many of these voices anymore. (Ill probably unshare all the other projects about my mental health after this gets posted, AND NO, if I'm friends with you, we will always be friends. Nothing will change about that. I just wanted to get this off my chest.) Please, just listen to me. This will all make sense soon. I just... I don't want to lose someone else. People often ask me, "Levi, why do you obsess over random people's mental health? Why do you care so much?" I have been posting many, many projects about my mental health, and other people's mental health. And i... listen... Why am I so scared? Behind this mask, I fear and cry because I don't want someone I've talked to, Laughed with, formed relationships with, {maybe} even loved... to hurt themselves... I want to help you, people like you, GuitairZ, SlipThroughTheSandals, Oliver2010, Archduke, Criz56, wenthix, and so many friends irl and online because I fear that I will never see them again, because of their mental health. I might talk to you a lot, and even though you might have mental health issues, you might have no intention of hurting yourself, I fear that you may be dying inside, you might want to end it... Why do I obsess over this? So much? Over any other thing? Why do I put your health over mine? Around a year ago, an IRL friend whom I was very good friends with, had her own problems. she committed sui***. And, I just couldn't handle it. I broke. I cried, so so much... and something snapped inside me. I just- I want to stop typing now. You get the point. I'm sorry.
Please, stop asking. I love you so much, all of you... I don't want something bad to happen to you. ever. If I die, at least I saved someone else. Thumbnail: Sketchpad.
