(picture is a pic that sheila and david would've taken before homecoming! :D) so here's what's going through sheila's mind at the moment. during everything that's happening to her. smol tw for anxiety, e@t1ng disorders, and general sad. ---------------------------------------------------------- ...Three days. That's how long it'd been since she'd eaten now. It happened in times of strong anxiety and fear, or in times of high stress. She didn't eat. No appetite. But... she tried not to think about the cause. ... She still loved him. Even though she knew he didn't. Oh, she knew. He had made it so, so painfully obvious. She just wanted to talk, but... he pushed her away at ever opprotunity. What had she done wrong? Where had it all spiraled? She remembered that day in the woods, the day it had started. He was there, perfect as ever, and she... she couldn't help but admire him. He was steady. He was sweet, and he was stubborn, but so was she. Those woods had so much history now. The third time they'd gone together, she just kept falling harder and harder for him. It was so hard not to, and she knew that all good things had to end at some point, but she could enjoy this, couldn't she? Just a bit of happiness for her. She never worried around him. She never saw herself wrong with him. And now he was gone. Because he thought this was the right thing to do. Sure, she knew he was dangerous. She wasn't an idiot. He just wanted to protect her, but... but she could protect herself. And she knew that if it ever came down to that... It would've been well worth it. ... why did she ever read that note in the first place...? If she had just let the note stay on the ground, where it belonged, everything would be fine. But no. She had to pick it up and ruin everything. She always ruined everything. Always, always, always. --------------------- hehe! angst! :D
david belongs to @Brainy_Brawler sheila belongs to me! pic from picrew! hope you enjoyed :D space or click for angsty sheila pic! :D
