Hey there. So I'm sure most of you know that there's been a lot of drama lately between me and my friends. Tonight it took a toll on me, I was at dance and I got this terrible gut-wrenching feeling that something was wrong. Sure enough, I opened my computer on break to find some pretty heart-breaking comments from one of my IRL friends. When I started reading it the feeling suddenly seemed to seep into me and I immediately felt like I was on the verge of passing out and the world was blurred. I am okay now, and I think that that was my anxiety. I then cried for the next two hours of dance straight. My dance friends tried to help me, but I just could not stop. I managed to pull myself together for the 10-minute car ride back to my house with my friend after dance. I then ate and went to my room and had a panic attack. This friend who left those comments, I won't say who, was very dear to me and it was very hard for me to come to terms that they believed a rumor over my own words and that they might not like me now. So for the next hour, I was questioned if I could go on without this friend. They've saved me so many times and I just could not let it sink in. Then I had a realization, I'm not gonna give up here, lord no! I have so much more ahead that I'd like to do, regardless of all this drama! I'm going to keep my head up high! Thank you to every single member of the hangout, from the oldest to the newest, you all have saved me and I don't know where I'd be without you all. You help me so much in every single way. I love you all so much. I'm not giving up here <3 -Snu (I found the photo of the happy person on google- I did not draw it and I am not sure who did, but full credit for it goes to them! (This song is "I'm Still Here" by John Rzeznik)
