I'm in a really bad place mentally. I only came back on scratch for you. I don't want to be back, but at the same time, this is the only place I get appreciated and get attention. The people who I want to care, don't care. and I can't leave them because they are one of the things thats keeping me alive. I can't seem to drop the "I'm happy all the time" act and it's killing me. I don't want to vent to the person I trust because I don't want to be annoyimg I really cannot deal with replying to messages ect right now. this was a horrible time to get off my break, and I knew it when I did. i'm going back on break. bye. I'm gonna miss u for a while Nyanco and Costacl. ily guys sm (If your wondering why i'm not putting April or Vee & Hotaru in, we talk outside of scratch) --- Butterflies - Abe parker shoutout to my mum for blaming my dad for my sisters behavior even tho its also her fault
another edit: please do not say you relate since my problems go much more deeper than this. these are just my more less chaotic (not sure which word?) problems
