so, i just sit alone in the cafeteria on the floor against the wall now doing homework or reading. i'm actually fine with this. now about my friends, they seem to be alright, even better. i'm not gonna bother them or talk to them about it, we'll probably get over it in a year or two. life at school is /slightly/ different, but it's honestly just the same without my usual group of friends. one of my friends who was in my usual group is in my art class, and she seems fine. i honestly don't know what to feel but i feel alright, it does get a bit lonely but i've gotten the hang of it. also i couldn't post a voice recording cuz i was in the cafeteria when i made this