HOLY MACARONI WITH CHEESE ♥♥♥♥ SOOO basically, this is the part where I tell the ENTIRE story. So basically what happened was me and my bestie were talking and we started talking about saying the "l" word to our bf's. I suggested a double date at lunch and she agreed. I suddenly remembered that I wanted to talk to my bf and asked my bestie if she could text him. She said yes and started texting him. He couldn't text much because he was at a field hockey game. But I told him that since we only have one class together, we barely talked anymore and that I kind of missed him. He said he missed me too and then I just typed I love you and he responded with the "I [heart emoji] you 3000" thing and I went crazy. After a couple minutes of typing/texting, he says he needs to leave because they're dismissing by rows and he just texted "Okay, got to go bye ros and tell Mika bye love you" So, I'm writing this at 3:18 pm on August 31, 2022 and today, we're going to talk about how we're going to use the "l" word more in our relationship and what nicknames we should call each other. NO WE WILL NOT KISS. A lot of people want that in my school, but like, I'm not ready to do physical stuff. Anyways, I think I'm going to say I love you today as well, and just start getting in the habit of saying it because it's been 9 months and the only time he said "I love you" to me was on a dare, so it didn't count. Me and my bestie are obviously going to talk about some stuff too, but I think I'm going to look forward to texting him than talking to her. Hey, I know she's my bestie, but it's my first ever real relationship, and I want to make it last. :D
Anyways, we saw each other today in first period and we talked about it awkwardly and we couldn't really say what we said to each other because the teacher was strolling around the room and one of our friends were in between us. I just kind of referred to it as "it". He asked me what clubs I was attending and found out we would have student council together on Tuesdays. He has Spirit club on Thursday, and I have School Newspaper/letters. So the only time we would see each other would be every day of the week during first period and on Tuesdays during Flex. I said, "So we would only see each other on Tuesdays" and he just simply replied with "That's fine" and I started saying what was scrolling through my head but it was: "It's fine because either way, you would see me." Our relationship isn't the one where we hug, hold hands, kiss, or just flirt. We kind of keep our distance, tease, and whenever our legs touch, we just keep 'em there 'cus most of the time, my legs are cold lmao-
