I didn’t understand what he meant at the time. Now I do and I wish I didn’t… Ǵ̷̩̤͋o̴̤͖̓d̶̤̀,̴̃͌ͅ ̶̖͕̉̊t̷̐͜ͅh̸̳͇̾ȉ̴͎͆s̸̩̀́ ̸͇̦̋p̶̫̣͘l̶̲͑͠á̵̬c̴̳̼̎̊e̵͎͌͑ͅ ̶̢͕̀i̸̧͝ͅs̴̘͂͠ ̸͓̜̈́̐s̵̻̖̎̾l̵̖͊͋o̴̟̝̾ẁ̸͍̬l̴̺̓͝y̴͇͙̒ ̷̘͌ď̸͙̀r̸͆̌͜i̷̧̱̍v̴̻̌ỉ̸̭̱n̸̜̘̏ģ̴̂ ̶̡̿̊ḿ̵̲̦̚e̸̖̍ ̶̹̆i̷̧̅́n̵̗̹̂s̵͔͓̈́ä̴̰́̽ǹ̴̫̯ě̶̹̺̾.̵̞̓̃ ̷̨̊N̴̢͗̊ò̶͓ ̴̼͆͝m̶̫̟̔̍a̶̱̺͊́ẗ̵̟̟̕t̴̮̋e̶̖͙̅͘r̴̭̼̔͛ ̷̡̟͛͝w̵̼͓̒h̵͍͐̓e̸̡͗͐r̵̡̒͆ĕ̷̥ ̸͎̖̆̀I̸̮͛̀ ̷͚͒ĺ̶̖ọ̷̣̓͌ő̷̥̒k̵͍̚,̶̲̓ ̵̪͆͑t̶͕̐h̶̛̗̜e̸̲̒̎r̶̜̉e̸̤͋ ̷͕̆i̸̬͋s̵̡̭͋ ̴̝̺̈́ơ̸͓͇̚n̷̜̮̍ļ̴͒͗ÿ̴̩ ̶̘̯͗̽d̷͉͛ȧ̴͇r̴̬̼̊k̷̹̓n̵̞̈͠e̵̹̕s̴̞̾s̴͇̳̈̃.̴̘̺̿ ̷̋ͅỊ̵̛̤̍ ̴̜́̆j̵̺͗u̴̡͂̀s̴̢̧͊t̶̨̕ ̴̞͐w̵̪̱͛̅à̸͖͈͝ṉ̷͋̑t̵̯̽̃ ̸͎̠̀t̸̮́̈́o̸͔̽͝ ̴͈́f̸̟̕e̶͕͌e̸͉̰̿̃ḽ̸̂ ̷̣̊͂ṣ̴̮̂̍o̴͉͐m̶̞͊e̶̢̱̔t̷̮͚́͂h̸͔̲̆͘ĩ̶̙͒ṋ̸͒̊ĝ̷̹,̸̼̊ ̵̱̫̈́I̴͇͔̎̄ ̵̢̘͆̑J̶̟̩̀Ư̵͐ͅS̵͙̒T̶̨͖̐ ̵̧̣̆W̶̜̎͊Â̷̧̌N̷̞̘̒͐T̷̡͌̿ ̸̹͎̎T̵̛͔̔O̶͇͕͋̍ ̸͉̚F̶͇̐̉E̵͇̅̄Ȩ̶͆L̵͉̐̀ ̵̫̞͋S̶̘̥͘̕Ơ̴͕M̷̡̺̍͠E̷̜̥̎Ṭ̵͐̍H̷͖̙͐I̴̊̚ͅṊ̶͙̀̔G̵̗̫͌ ̸̠̑̚Ã̶̝̈G̵͓̞̊̆Ḁ̷̉͑Ḯ̷͎͂͜N̷̡̯̿̅