I feel useless, I lied to my parents, I lied to my siblings, and most importantly, I lied to all of you, saying that I would upload more, saying that I put work into my projects. Most of my projects are horrible, and I don’t know why you like them. I hate my life so much, and I don’t stick around with stuff I hate. If only you guys knew what happens in my life, you’d understand. I might not even have real friends, because whenever I talk to them, they might act as they’re always agree to what I’m saying, without a thought. I don’t deserve anything. I don’t deserve all of you guys following me, I don’t even deserve my life. I’m sorry for letting you all down. If you’d know what’s best for you, you shouldn’t forgive me.