lol dont read words. i resently found a scratch acount that is no longer active- because the owner of said acount got cancer. and didnt survive. now i feel jenienly bad for this person. please do not take this as an undermine to this real, sad thing. ok. were starting now. i have trauma with cancer. i have never had it myself, but one of my family members died from having this and another got cancer twice and almost got killed twise. and even though she is still alive, the treatmen has segnificantly shortend her life span. and i had just bottled this back up again! wherever i go its always there. even on the internet. my friends had been talking about a youtuber they liked who had gotten cancer, one of my best friends childhood bestie got lung cancer, i just cant iscape it. and ofcource, with one unpacked trauma box, comes another. my grandad. i might write about him later but i cant do it right now. to all my friends, online or no, i dont know. im sorry. and please even if you think so, please dont say im overreacting/being dramatic. its not taboo and you shouldn't bottle it up inside like i try to. -figg
also this charechter is scribly. i gave her a happy personality so i can dump trauma on her, like a comfort charechter.
