hey guys! i saw this project and just thought i had to try it out. so, this is based on a true story of my life. i want to come out to my mom in like three-four days and i hope it'll go somewhat according to this. credits go to @charlotteepic for the original story dany, lucy, blaine (my aunt, i've just always called her by her first name for some reason), and my mom are all real. avery is this voice in my head that is very h-m-ph-bic to me and tells me that no one will love me, causing me to not only go deeper in the closet but h-te myself as well. avery symbolizes those all-american people who are so n-rc-ss-stic and only think about themselves. sadly, avery has always been in my head ever since i tried out being bisexual. i'm alright for now, but avery's voice is getting louder and louder now that i'm planning on coming out to my mom. here's the full story on how i've felt like a boy: so, one day in like fourth grade, i looked myself in the mirror. i was wearing dinosaur pjs and i thought i looked awesome. honesty, i loved the feeling. i thought about it more and realized that i feel not only like a girl, but like a boy too. since i was too scared to know what people thought about me, and i didn't know about pride either, i just completely ignored it until the feeling came back in 6th grade. i looked a boys and admired the clothing and the was they acted. i really thought i was trans for a second but realized that i still like to wear girl things like heels, dresses, skirts, and so on. since i did know about pride in 6th grade, at the end of the year i did some research. then, i was stuck in the between genderfluid and bigender, but bigender described me way better than genderfluid did. right now, i'm okay but i really want to buy boys clothes for myself. actually, i went to marshalls once to look for boy shoes but they were out of men's 6.5 so i went with a women's black sneakers that looked okay (i'm currently dying for a pair of red sneakers) so, yeah. that's now it started and how it's going :D shoutout to my irl friends, madeline, hokori, lucy, dany, izzie, roxy, mads, my soccer team (espeicially nic, love ya <3), and others that i might've not named and cannot remember. thank you to all of my scratch friends who are so kind, caring, and loyal to me as i am to them. honestly, i think i trust you guys more than my parents <3 thank you for staying on this long and bumpy rollercoaster ride and making sure i feel okay at all times ^^ may God bless you all, amen <3 shoutout to a few scratchers that helped me: @UnnecessarilyLong, @aestheic_vids, @dragonfan300, @KorbenPurson, and @alex_the_idiot11 if i haven't mentioned your name and you've been with me this whole time, i'm sorry. have a very very very blessed day everyone <33 p e a c e o u t , s u y u
