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I'm so sorry for this you all, I really am. I just couldn't take it anymore. I hate my art. Everything about it I despise. Every day I look at other people's art and helplessly wonder 'why can't I be like them?' It hurts me. I can't encourage myself anymore. Any compliments people post seem to echo hollow lies. I'm stopping this. I'm stopping trying to improve. I'm stopping trying to be good enough- because I'll never be. Any MAP parts? I'm dropping out of. I'm so incredibly sorry. I want to focus on my irl art which I actually like, I want to focus on writing my book. So I unshared every single project.. Apart from refs, completed MAPs, and such. I may, just may reshare some of my projects but for now they'll stay rotting away in unshared. I wish I could be like you all. I wish I didn't have to give up. But I have. It's too stressful every day. Too much pressure to try and improve to be like my peers. All I can say is I am so so so sorry. I am not leaving, but I'll post much less, and most of those will be refs, perhaps genuine drawings, and writing examples. I am so sorry. I just want the pressure to stop. I will continue roleplaying, though, and I am not giving up on my in-progress MAP. If you don't want to be my friend anymore, that's completely fine, unfollow me if you like. I just want it to stop. Please. I can't feel restful now either because I feel like I've let you all down. I promise I'll still draw on here- just a lot less... alright? I guess I'm just sorry to everyone I've hurt by making this decision.
I promise I'll still draw on here- just a lot less... alright? I guess I'm just sorry to everyone I've hurt by making this decision. This song is the vent song for this project :] Aka Sleep by My Chemical Romance
