Tw// fear, mental health, crying, idk stuff that shouldn’t exist? So umm I was laying in bed and my back hurt really bad as if I was squishing something. When I sat up I felt wings and a tail. I couldn’t see them but they felt so real! I panicked. This couldn’t be normal, my mental health must be getting worse or something. I haven’t dared tell anyone irl, but idk what to do. After a bit of research I learned that these are common otherkin side effects. As a kid I always thought I was part animal, but I pushed that part of me away. I thought it was childish. I thought it was unnatural, unhealthy. It feels like all of it just exploded and now it’s just there. It’s still there. I’ve been sitting down all day, hoping to squish the phantom limbs to make them go away or something but it doesn’t work. I feel like crying. I didn’t know this was possible, it shouldn’t be real, there must be something wrong with me. Idk what to do.
This has nothing to do with the rp character I posted not long ago, these were just the colors I had used most recently and they were still in my “recently used” tab lol
