It's all here v Please read it all if you're able to <3 no, I'm not freaked out about S3E7. deadline is still today, and actor who isn't ford you'll lose your role if you don't do it. Okay, I should probably explain. I've been a little bit panicked about camps, actually that's an understatement, VERY worried about camps. I'm going to the isle of wight with people I don't know, I was looking forward to it, but the closer the dates came, the more freaked out I became. I don't want to always be held back by my anxiety, but I keep wishing the next week and a half won't come because I'll be offline for like three weeks, and each thing is different. Like, I KNOW everyone at my youth camp, but I'm still freaked out just because of everything. Like, I HATE TENTS, SAVE ME. I also can't stand up for long cause of dyspraxia. I also get so homesick and so car sick. I haven't been away from home for years... and now I'm gonna be away for home for at least a week, and two trips very close together. It's freaking me out now. I didn't even want to go to youth camp but my leaders and my mum forced me because they said "oh you'll enjoy it once you're there" not even sure whether do believe that. I mean I did enjoy our residential three years ago- But yeah... I just need comfort and lots of hugs, and even I told my mum about this she'd be just so dismissive... oh gosh... And as for S3E7. Well, so I do only need two people but I haven't added three other people's lines because I've been out the house a lot, and I've been trying to animate. Besides when I'm out of the house anyway I don't have anything to do, so please don't tell me to take a break, saying that most often makes me worse, I'm just a little bit stressed about the fact I have to finish two animations in a week and a half - seriously why did the deadline have to be at the end of july because two of the weeks leading up to it I can't be online- I just want to get far enough on the magical powers animation so that I don't have to worry about not getting it finished <3 I've only done the first scene which is the shorter and easiest, and until I'm half way done it's more important than S3E7. (I'm also not online on Friday 8th so I can't work on it then. Plus I'm not online Wednesday 13th either, so less animating time than a week and a half) I SWEAR S3E7 will be done by the end of Sunday, but I'll feel so much better if I get far on the first animation (it's longer than the other) please just give me encouragement and motivation, it'd mean a lot. I'm sending this to a few good friends <3333
