When I woke up this morning, I can say with absolute certainty that I expected anything other than this. I never thought this day would exist. But this is a day that will exist, and will pass, like any other day, yet, it’s not just another day. There will never be anything more painful than this. Nothing that I do could ever amount to how I feel right now. Nothing can compare. I never got to meet Technoblade. I thought I had time. However, we never have as much time as we expect. So I never met Techno. And he never knew I existed. But I consider myself lucky. I’m so lucky that I got to know him as a person. I was given the opportunity to know Techno, to be here for nine months now, definitely the best nine months of my life. I am incredibly lucky that I got to be a part of everything that has happened. Thank you, Techno. I’m so happy that I knew you in this life. Trust me when I say you were my inspiration. I spent hours watching your videos, laughing along with you, screaming frantically at dramatic lore scenes, losing my mind whenever you’d do the most random funny or sarcastic bits, just hanging out with you. And right now, I’m just a girl behind a screen. But who knows? Someday, maybe I’ll actually be somebody. Hey, you did it. Eleven million subscribers on YT. LET’S GOOO- You were there for us. Whenever we needed it. And when you said you were 13 when you decided you were, someday, going to reach ten million subscribers, I thought “hey, maybe I can do that.” So if that day comes, you’ll know, wherever you are, it was because of you. We will miss you forever. When you die, cancer dies with you. That’s not a loss, that’s just a draw. See you next game, Techno.
I know it’s hard, but Techno would absolutely want us to be happy. Yeah, I’m a hypocrite, sitting here crying while writing this, but I’m trying, for him. <3 Techno is definitely calling us cringe nerds from above right now :’)
