TW: implied self ouch, masking emotions, lying, flashing lights and images, insomnia, I'm not okay :) I love trauma, i̶̥͋ ̵̻̕h̷̡̓ȧ̷̦ṭ̸̈́e̴̛̹ ̸̲͆ŷ̵͙o̵̖̓u̸͚͌ ̵̫̑s̶̙̔o̵̰̐ ̸̤͗m̴̞͒u̶͑͜c̶͙̍h̴̺͘,̵̡̛ ̴͚̊ẘ̶̦h̸͖̀y̸͋ͅ ̶͊͜d̵̤͂ì̷͉d̴̗̃ ̸̰̚y̷̖̌ô̷̥ṵ̵̐ ̴͕̉h̷̏ͅa̷̼͘v̸̳͊e̷̥͗ ̸̲͋t̵̠͑o̶̎͜ ̸̰̆c̷̖̑o̴̳̍ḿ̵͍e̶̝͝ ̵͍͒i̵̦͝n̵̖̐t̵̞̉ō̸̲ ̵͉̿m̶͉͋y̷̘̑ ̴̺́ḽ̷̄ï̸̬f̸̬̓e̸̦̓ ̸̈́͜a̴̖͗n̸̬̅d̸̙̉ ̴̞̓h̸̩͛u̶̪͠r̸͚̅t̶̡̅ ̴̲̍m̸̖̆e̷͔͘ ̷͎̇t̴͓̏h̶̦́e̴̛̯ ̴̂ͅw̶͕̚a̵̘͑ý̶̺ ̵̢͊ÿ̸̘ǫ̸̏ư̴͇ ̵̭͒d̶̨͛ḭ̶̈d̷͔̔,̷̗̽ ̴̪̃ỉ̷̠ț̵͋ ̵̬̔c̸̩̏ỏ̵̲s̵̰͐t̶̋͜ẹ̴́d̵͔̀ ̸͚͐y̴̡̛o̴͚͝u̶̠̽ ̸̼̋n̶͇͗o̵̙̊t̸̛̘ȟ̶ͅi̷̟̎n̵̲̉g̴̨̑ ̶͖̌t̴̬̊ơ̶͍ ̷̮͗s̵̪̓ṯ̶̿a̷͈̾y̴͖͠ ̷̗̆ã̴̢w̸̨̚ả̴̰y̴̰͝ ̶͓͝f̶̦̍r̸̡͘o̷͍̍m̴̫͗ ̵̧͂m̷̖̌e̷̪͘,̵͍͝ ̷̟̿Ỉ̷͔ ̷̢̚ḩ̶̈ḁ̶͛t̷̿͜ĕ̸̬ ̸̘̾y̸̏ͅo̵̮͂u̷̦͐ dealing with a lot rn
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