do u suffer from the lack of a father figure WHAT do u have clinical depression? have you ever accidentally broken your mom's favourite coffee cup and when she found out you did it she tied you to a bed and spanked you with a metal spatula? uhhh If you said yes to any of these things, i don't care (AAH) and to keep it to be, no one cares. (ahh) And your absent fathers should've just put you on a washcloth