Update: The hotel said they could give us a room that has an extra bed. And I’ve decided I’m going. Whether my computer comes or not is still up to debate. I’ll be leaving first thing in the morning. Update update: N Update 3: W-why the heck did I type N. When did I type n- ANYWAYS yesterday (Saturday) was kinda stressful since I couldn’t decide if I wanted to go or not. But I think after sleeping that my head is probably clearer now and yeah imma go Soooo on sunday, I'm probably going out of town until friday. My activity shouldn't be affected. I may not bring my computer if my dad sets up his old ipad for me and I can access scratch and draw on the ipad. But if for some reason the only way I can use scratch is through my phone, that means no art shared here until after friday. Which is fine, I went like a week or half a week without drawing when I got the xbox set up and y'all lived lol My mom has to go out of town this week for work-related stuff. My dad will be going too. And since there's a pool (and also even though my dad ruins my mental health, my appetite has been very low without them, so it might actually help my sanity, even if it doesn't help my mental health) and I'd be with my parents, I think I'd have tons of fun. (also I'm finally starting to swim like a normal person lol) But the vent part? Again, my dad, 95% the cause of my mental health issues. (which there isnt a lot but its growing :'3) While my mom's at work, it'd just me and my dad (but I think since I'm 13, the hotel will allow me to go down to the pool by myself, so I can take a walk or swim if needed) My siblings, hanging out with them these past few weeks has been fun. And, this kinda sounds dumb, but I just kinda have fomo for what I might miss while I'm gone. Also if my sister has a day off during the week, it'd be nice to watch Steven Universe with her. And the part that's actually the most serious...I haven't been out of town for a week (that I remember) in like over 2 years. I'm not used to it anymore. It's gonna feel weird. Especially since I've never stayed a week in this town. I know I'll have fun. But I just feel weird. And I don't HAVE to go. And I actually just checked the calendar, my sister is working all week next week except for Friday, the day I'll get home. So, if I were to stay home, I'd just be by myself most of the days because of my sister's work. I think it might be better for me to go with my parents. Maybe That might just be the few ounces of child I have left telling me that I require p e o p l e
BUT HEYYYY COCOA X SAGE IN TFCRP BECAME CANON TODAY SO THATS GOOD :D aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa So I'm just gonna note a few things in case they effect anything for yall -I may go to friends on here to vent due to the only form of communication with my siblings is text and phone. And chatting with yall feels closer to irl talking since...well I haven't with most of yall xD -My phone locks me out of most apps at 10:45pm every night, won't be able to talk past then. -pog -pool -swim -yos
