Just a heads up I am really not feeling the best emotionally right now, so if you shoot me a message, I probably wont seem that cheerful I guess… I am seriously having a very bad time right now, I am seriously insecure, I am anxious about being followed around and being told lies, and I’m scared I am not good enough for the world. I honestly feel worthless and idk what to do anymore tbh. And maybe u think I’m faking or smth but I am not. And thats not really any proof or anything but thats all I can do… I am not taking any breaks, I’m just trying to do things I like rn. So yeah. And I tried telling my irl friends like 2 weeks ago, but I they would either ignore me, say something but then completely forget about it, or blame it on someone, or just not hear me. And it honestly makes me feel even worse if I try to say it again. And at home things are stressful, I can't seem to do anything right and it's getting really overwhelming-
Update ( 5/17/22 ) Things are worse with @saltyfishsquidsbff . She posted a project about me and my friends apparently “bullying her” when I have been avoiding her as much as possible -_- Update 2 ( 5/19/22 ) Yesterday I saw that one of my friendos was talking with @saltyfishsquidsbff and @saltyfishsquidsbff posted my irl name and now I am super mad. Also I get picked up by this ortho place, I walk from school to there, and B walks the total opposite way from where I live/walk. GUESS WHO I SAW WALKING IN FRONT OF ME????? OH YEAH B! But I never told anyone where I walk, only my friends, in my 1st period, but I have B in 1st period so thats probably how she knows. (Also if you want more info go to @pie-_- @thisgorl2121 or @DOG_LOVER_24252 I am making a private account that I will post on my 1st ever project on this acc, to give ALL the details) She walked in front of me, and ofc didn't know I saw her, I took evidence so now thats the last straw. Her mom is a total cr33p though, she followed @pie-_- and @DOG_LOVER_24252 home IN HER CAR. (Again more info on my last project, click the link to other acc ) SOLIFE IS AWESOME : (
