# :: old edit old edit cringe HAHAB please don’t talk about yourself in my comment section if I see it I will reply harshly and angry don’t say you weren’t warned :3! # :: it all started at a young age I hate myself and everything little things don’t bring joy now I miss my old self I feel like I can’t amount to anything or be what I want to be I’m a hard people pleaser and hate myself for not being enough to people I hate when people grab me and make fun of my arms and thighs I hate everything and everyone I hate jokes about my Ed and sh I hate it all u hate my parents my friends my relationships the way I didn’t consent # :: wow !!!! Sorry about that I had a moment sad music like summons a feeling inside of me I don’t know how to explain it but it’s something just to confirm most of that is a feeling I love my friend Adrianna xoxo luv you sm you keep me going <333 , I love my cats ,it’ll maybe change I’ll keep trying but i might be thrown into a mental hospital [real !!! HAHA] or just be given anti depressants either one seems fine atp # :: sorry for being offline I find it hard to do stuff now a days scratch brought me joy but ever since it got banned on my school laptop I haven’t been able to code and it’s taken a toll on me it was a coping habit # :: whatever sorry for being offline lol jk idc I do what I want I don’t feel bad about leaving for 2 weeks I’m not obligated to code projects for children I’m not sorry :l , # :: anyways uhhh live laugh love Adrianna and kisses to only Adrianna she is better then everyone and is beautiful and an amazing friend [yes friend not s.o but out people - especially YOU Athena .. you’ve change for the worst I’ve had to say it i needed to trust me I’m not the only one .. anyways ] # :: how stop friend from leave over petty fight after I told her to quit ignoring me and then she cusses me out and calls me insults and brings up trauma need mottle
