I love fanart, so any of you are more than welcome, it doesn’t matter whether you think you are good or not, all of your guy’s art is amazing and i love getting fanart <3 Alright, imma do a bio for this guy and then tell you what he represents in me -x Bio x- Name Age: 14-16 (human years, in demon years he is 100,000) Gender: ftm Pronouns: he/they Sexuality: pan, poly, and demi Likes: the night, junk food, being alone, stars, and music (mostly likes techno, rock, and rap) Dislikes: biggots, bullies, people, most light, rich snobs, rules, and authority figures Background (summery): he was born into a loving family, but had a difficult relationship with his dad. He was decided to be allowed in heaven (yes, heaven and hell is the real world in this universe, so you are either born into one or the other which is determined when you are five years old based on your behavior and you can prove yourself worthy of heaven or be bad enough to fall from heaven throughout the years although it is extremely rare) when he was five. But after a lot of trauma and broken trust, he becomes selfish and unworthy to be in heaven any longer. He fought to stay, knowing that if he went to hell then he would never see his family again. He ended up losing, obviously, and fell down from heaven, landing on an extremely hard surface filled with sharp rocks and little mounts of sharpened coal. This cut open his face, ear, and shoulder (as you can see in the drawing). He grew horns and his halo started to drip an unknown black liquid that never really stops. Azael learned how to survive in the underworld, and it seemed more natural for him to be there. He made a living off of selling coal to the rich, he was once a worker for a rich demon but his sharp tongue and attitude got him fired. He has no one to trust, and he likes it that way. He stays away from relationships and friendships, leaving him alone. Will he ever find someone? You’ll have to see ;) What he represents about me: i consider myself a fallen angel because i do a lot of selfish things for selfish reasons because of past trauma. Trust is not something i take lightly, so i often accidentally hurt those who trust me. Ive learned to live alone for a long time, and i do have friends, I just feel disconnected from them because im afraid they will leave me at any moment. Ive lost a lot of my capability to feel empathy, causing me to not understand or really care if I've said or done something really wrong to someone so long as it doesn't affect me. I hate being this way, but its the only way i can truly protect myself. I have to do it to survive. The scars come from what i see as my self image, tatternd and torn. Its also a representation of a form of misuse that I've had. People hurt me a lot, so i showed what the physicality of it would look like, what it feels like. The melting halo is a symbol of how im losing the good part of me, how it’s melting away as i go on. And the colors are just because i like them together and they are some of my favorite colors!
Lol im fine :,)
