T~T i don´t deserve @roxane-and-loona i have a councilor, and i´m getting help, but i need to follow my heart more, T~T i am legit punching holes in a wall right now cause of what i have done. *might have another broken arm cause of me punching holes in a wall*
i´m not listening to my poly side of me anymore, my heart says to stay with my wife, but i don´t deserve her either. but there wasn´t one day that i didn´t miss my wife, and I will always miss her, but i still need to follow my heart more. i´m not ever gonna forgive myself for this T~T
