If nobody knows yet- I'm kiiinda not okay. I'm ostracized from a lot of the communities and friend groups I'm part of from different reasons, both IRL and Online. I'm just kinda needing a good place I can feel valid and not be on the outside. Mean to me? No. Excluding me? no. They're just kinda blending me out. I don't want to be the ensemble in every theatre group. I want a good place where people can chat, rant, comfort and roleplay. I also started my own roleplay, but I'm struggling to get people. My crippling Anxiety and ADHD aren't helping in the slightest, and I think my mind enjoys tormenting me. I've always been antisocial IRL but chatty online, constantly bugging people to chat and RP and hang out, when they have a life too. It's- kinda exhausting, not knowing whether they want you gone. Can I get some genuine validation? A hug from someone who isn't my mom?
Anyway enjoy the rainbow animation
