I can't keep pretending I'm the victim. I hurt these people and changed who they were for the worst. I wanna fix that. wherever you are guys, I hope you forgive me. Though that is not likely given what I've done. I've rained hell on you. And slandered you based on your stress. You are all nice people, I know. you and I messed up, But I took the greater fall to hurt more and that was not okay. Please forgive me, I was a horrible person, But I want to fix that. You have brought out the difference between you and me, I'm filled with selfishness and you're not. there is no reason I should be here with as many viewers as I do, after shutting down you rising stars. I'm sorry.
