ITS BEEN LIKE 4 MONTHS SINCE IVE POSTED SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED SINCE THEN 1. I MOVED SCHOOLS, I WAS IN THE SAME TOWN FOR ABOUT 10 YEARS 2. IM 13 NOW. I'VE BEEN A TEEN FOR 2 MONTHS NOW 3. MY CRUSH NOW KNOWS I LIKE HIM BC OF MY SPANISH CLASS. HE USED TO ONLY BE IN MY BADMINTON CLASS AND I ONLY SAW HIM ONCE A WEEK, AND THERE WAS THIS TOURNAMENT AT THE BADMINTON CLUB MY 1ST TOURNAMENT, AND THATS WHEN I STARTED ACTUALLY TALKING TO HIM I THOUGHT HE WAS INNOCENT ASF AND ONLY CARED ABT BADMINTON AND SCHOOL BUT THEN DAM HES JUST AS DIRTY AS ME AND THEN I TALKED TO HIM MORE AND I FELL. BUT THEN WHEN I MOVED TO THE SAME SCHOOL AS HIM MY FRIEND FOUND OUT AND TOLD ALMOST EVERYONE INCLUDING HIM. I HAD TO SEE HIM AT BADMINTON THAT DAY AND HE SAID TO ME "imagine having a crush on.." AND THEN HE JUST LOOKED AT ME I COULD FEEL MY FACE BURNING 4. MY FRIEND GROUP IN MY OLD TOWN HAS FALLEN APART. IN THE SPRING OF 2021 THEY ALL USED TO BE BESTIES BUT THEN STUFF JUST WENT DOWNHILL. 2 OF THEM WERE DATING BUT THEN THEY BROKE UP AND MY OTHER FRIEND TOLD A LIE THAT ONE OF THEM HATED THE OTHER BC THEY BROKE UP. AND IT WASNT TRUE AND THEN HALF OF THEM GANGED UP ON HER AND THE OTHER HALF HAS MOVED AWAY (im part of that half) SO NOW WE CANT DO ANYTHING OTHER THAN TRY TO STOP THE OTHER HALF FROM ATTACKING MY FRIEND omg i miss 2021 so much ALL I WORRIED ABT THEN WAS JUST MAKING IT ON TIME TO A HANGOUT AND ANIMES WHY CANT I HAVE THAT BACK also the mask mandate has been removed in my school and some people look so different than i imagined. its even worse when i have never seen them without a mask before. BUT SOME PEOPLE LOOK A LOT BETTER THAN I THOUGHT LIKE WOAH-
