The song is not clean. I won't be held for this since I already warned you. Don't you love being forgotten about and abandoned, then asked for a second chance? Especially by the person you considered "special"? Ha. Ha. Ha.
On top of all of this, I'm just not proud of my art. I keep trying to make myself believe my art is good like you all say, but my self worth says otherwise. I keep seeing other people do art so much better than me, and it just makes me look down and judge myself even harshly. Tbh, the biggest reason I don't post much is just that I feel like my art is terrible. "No, it's not!", "You are such a great artist tho!". Those words just feel like lies at this point, even if they aren't. I can't draw much anymore, I'm under so much stress, and I keep making people set high standards for myself that I can't even reach. I keep trying to be happy and cheerful and hide my stress and sadness when it's just pointless. I'm just tired. So very tired. Idc if anyone sees this. It doesn't matter anymore. I'm emotionally tired
