*inputs a meme from a while ago when i was talking to my friends* anyways hello :) so as you see i haven’t been v active…. and haven’t been posting content that isn’t for myself or for my bestie to see… and that’s because im leaving. first of all, before christmas, i would turn in school assignments super late, my grades couldn’t even reach a c, and i was distracted from school because i would go on scratch during the day. i know, it sounds bad; it was bad. but after winter break i actually could care less about scratch. my ipad battery wasn’t drowning all the time (because I had went on this site 24/7 during lessons and school, while I was eating or even watching a movie), and im finally getting b’s and turning in assignments early, or on time. other than my grades, i have kinda have bad mental health. i would focus on scratch more than getting me better. scratch made me worse, and I can’t explain why. for being active on scratch, made me distracted from my real world life, my room never was clean, I never did laundry, any house chores, or even take care of myself. i wanted to satisfy you all when I couldn’t satisfy myself. it’s extremely difficult to do both, and I’d have to decide whether to leave or not. I don’t want to be selfish, but I think it’s better for me to leave. and hahaha, I know. some of you know me, and think that I’ll be back with a new account. well, im certain this time that i won’t be back, hey, I managed to go a month without scratch before and I completely forgot this site exists. i know, I know, i made like 100+ accounts before making a psa like this saying “im leaving” with no explanation. my family thinks im bipolar, and that’s why I keep changing my mind over leaving or not. but this time I really feel as if I don’t need scratch anymore. im sorry but I don’t have time to make a separate project of the dta results, so I will list them here. — pumpkin library // belongs to @merrilyy — dreamy panda // @ghostbunni — pickled ocean // im keeping sorry ^^” thanks for everyone who entered. <3 ok. so now for the goodbye. i want to thank @thatcringygirl, @soriya4, and so much more for being there for me since the beginning <3 it’s almost been 2 years now, and you guys were my first real friends on this site that I could count on. i went through so many embarrassing tough times and you guys would make me feel better. my art started growing, and I got more friends + followers because of you. I will surely miss coming on this site :) I remember when the summer of 2020 hit, all I would make was my stick figure oc’s and making countryhuman memes. along with gacha stuff, and making art of me and my ex. those times bring back memories which I want back…but sometimes you gotta let things go sometimes. thank you all for being here. — you’re stupid springtrap fangirl, emi.
